What the fuck is wrong with me?! Something is seriously wrong. Every time things start to get better I always fall back down again, harder and faster than before. No matter how good everything is or how long everything is good for, it will always end horribly. I don’t know what to do. Now my parents are telling me that our insurance might change which means changing where we go which means a new therapist, psychiatrist and a new group. I don’t know if I can handle that.
This weekend my 80-year-old Grandma had a stroke and got into a car accident. This is her 3rd stoke and 2nd car accident due to a stroke. Everything is just so messed up. I don’t know what to do.
