Today in the therapist’s office, the doctor told my Mom that I am seriously depressed and really do need the Prozac. Then, when we got into the car to go home she began to cry and cuss and yell. She kept yelling, “I am f**king pissed off!” and “Why can’t you just fix yourself?!” and “I don’t know what to do here! Tell me what to do!” How did things get so messed up? I don’t know what to do. I feel like I am ruining everyone’s lives. I have never seen my Mom cry so much or talk like that. This is all my fault. I just wish I could push the magic button and make it all go away.